Dom's little Adventure Playground

Good Morning all, well it’s just about afternoon!

How we all doing today? I got stoned last night… the lethargic feeling that takes over me is unreal. I nearly missed my appointment at the Job Center this morning because of it. I just wanted to stay in my pit and hug my pillows. They are my friend when I am under the influence of THC. I am slowly beginning to realize how much of a curse smoking weed is. 

I had a good night last night, don’t get me wrong, but when it jeopardises your abilities to function like a normal homo sapien it’s definitely not good for you. I had a couple of girls round that I used to live with during my year at university, they are really cool, we all have a laugh. The pair of them love the instruments I have, they said that it is like going into a child’s room, with all the things to play with and stuff.

I have a guitar, mandolin, a cajon box drum, a glockenspiel and a couple of harmonicas. They are the things that I live for… I was telling Rachael (one of the lasses)  how the guitar can take me to a place where no one can touch me, the music takes me away, I lose track of time and I could just sit and play forever. When I picked it up it happened, she was trying to talk to me and I was gone, away with the musical notation and flow of the whole thing. I shut my eyes and that was it, I was in a land of the semi-conscious. 

Went to the Job Centre this morning, what a fucking place, it is full of the scum of the Earth. I hate it, the people that are in there just have a look about them. A look of pure laziness and corruption. The woman that was asking me what type of job I wanted and stuff was gorgeous!! I mean really really hot. She said to me that it was a breath of fresh air to see someone so positive around. I mean my CV is pretty fucking awesome, I have to say that I do look good on paper, I’m not big headed or anything but it does look good. The fact that she picked up on it must say something. There was definitely a little flirting going on, she had the head tilt and every time she stood up she would adjust herself while looking at me, it was amazing.

So here I am now, in the Lambton Worm in Sunderland town, sat in the sun while writing this blog. I am enjoying these little venting sessions that I am having, it really is helping me get to grips with what life is actually about, getting out and about meeting people. I mean since being in here for an hour I have spoke to 3 or 4 people about nothingness really, it’s great. There is nothing like making new friends and meeting people and adding them into your memory. 

I am waiting for the girls that I was with yesterday and my other friend Jamie, who is wanting to write a new youtube channel. He wants us to sit and bounce a few ideas off me and write a few new sketches to get recorded and put up. I am quite excited for it really, I mean, it has been aages since I have done anything properly creative; acting or done some proper writing. I have started to write a couple of things a couple of weeks ago, i wrote a few pages of what I thought was going to be a memoir of life or a novel I haven’t decided yet but it quickly gets forgotten about, I need to start and finish a project, this is my downfall, I start something that has potential to take me places but I just forget about it and let it slip. 

But that’s enough from me today, I could sit and write for hours about me and what I am doing but I am going to go have a look on faceook and twitter and see what is happening in the cyber world. Peace out and remember… Feed the kids 

So here I am, again, not posting pictures this time but posting words, literary substances. A group of letters coexisting and joining together to make these things that we communicate with. As much as I like using these things, the youth of today are determined on destroying it with reference to “lol, lmfao, pmsl, brb”  all things I regrettably use daily. 

I recently moved into a new house, that was supposed to be accompanied with my girlfriend at the time. All of my friends told me that I shouldn’t have done it, I definitely should have listened to them. I split up with her like 8 weeks ago, maybe more, and now she is just starting to move her stuff in. I currently have my best mate living with me, I have had the best time since we have been living together. We have a shrine to the stone roses that we went to see on 29th June. That was singly the best day of my life!!

The stone roses was actually amazing! It was the end of an era and the beginning of a new one. Being at Heaton Park with 73,000 people was just such an eye opener to show me that there is more to life than the confines of a bedroom. It was that weekend I spent in Manchester that made me realize that me and my girlfriend weren’t meant to be, life is for living, not sat infront of my macbook getting stoned and watching lie to me and pointless movies, not for a second saying that lie to me isn’t worth watching because it most definitely is! I swear by it, by spending everyday infront of the computer screen getting high wasn’t for me.

My personality needs people, thrives off the standard coming and going of normal everyday life. When you have that companion that person you can spend every second of everyday with you don’t care and you let the person who you once were go. It’s not necessarily a bad thing because you are happy and you have the thing that makes you feel good, your girlfriend but when it comes to it and you look back in hindsight you definitely learn from the mistakes you once made. You have to, else you slip back into the way of life that is no good. 

I am now weed from for two weeks and I have never felt so good. I am high on life, my energy levels have soared through the roof and I am getting out more, meeting more people. When I first moved to Sunderland my friend invited me to a party that he was having and from that party I managed to network with a whole bunch of people, a nice bunch of people. People that I then lost when I got with my girlfriend. I am seeing them again, I am having a good time, not saying that I didn’t have a good time in the relationship but having a good time doing what I used to, which is going out, meeting new people and having a good time while I am doing so. 

I am on a serious mission to find myself, where I want to go in life, what I want to do, who I want to spend it with. All questions of life that no one can answer for you yet you have to find for yourself. Slowly they are coming to me, I am slowly becoming the man that I am supposed to. Who knows, I might actually accomplish something in life.

Well this was a nice little vent, let’s not keep it so long until the next one. 

A new song I wrote :)

Please dont hate me for I love you,
But love can’t carry us through
This pain we feel.
We have to fight for our daily meal.

So how do I put this?
Where do I start?
All of this, comes from my heart

So here I am, just like before,
I need to pick my head up off the floor.
For I am not worthy, to be here with you,
Your words are pure, meaningful and true.

Watch me fall, hard and fast,
There’s no doubt, I’ll finish last.
I try my best, I give it my all

I fly, I fly but then I fall
So how do I put this?
Where do I start?
All of this, comes from my heart

So here I am, just like before,
I need to pick my head up off the floor.
For I am not worthy, to be here with you,
Your words are pure, meaningful and true

So here I am, just like before,
My head is up from the floor.
I’ve soared higher than life,
I’m glad I stayed away from the knife

So how do I put this?
Where do I start?
All of this, comes from my heart

just wrote this and it definitely still needs work but i needed to write it down before i forget it :P

The water of life,
Surrounds us all.
The water of life,
Surrounds us all.

Like a plague of freedom,
it weighs us down.
We do what we want,
with no respect from them.

We go, we come,
We rock, we shake.
This boat in which we live in,
It will always be spinning.

But where we go,
And how we get there,
What we do,
Will help us….

keep true.

Thanks, let me know what you think of it… where it needs work and stuff, all is greatly appreciated :)

Hi there, so here it yet another blog that probs not many people will read at all. but hey ho… this seems to be a good place to write anything that comes to mind. I should come on here more often i think.

Its good to have a good rant about nothing sometimes. I went on this thing the other day that I saw on here called “the quiet place”… watched it and thoroughly enjoyed it. It wasnt anything totally out of this world but yet calming and soothing. it really relaxed me and got me thinking about nothing.

Uni is going well, it started a bit rocky but I seem to be getting into the swing of things. I have done an essay on gossip and how it has evolved over time and the who the what the where and the why. At the moment I am doing a statistical report on first impressions.

It was in experiment that I should have taken part in but me being me didn’t go to the given lecture/workshop and when I then got told to write it up I did not have a clue what I was supposed to… No one to blame i guess, getting it done now though, slowly but surely.

Nothing much more to put now, so I guess I will log off and go to bed… Cya :)