Dom's little Adventure Playground

Good Morning all, well it’s just about afternoon!

How we all doing today? I got stoned last night… the lethargic feeling that takes over me is unreal. I nearly missed my appointment at the Job Center this morning because of it. I just wanted to stay in my pit and hug my pillows. They are my friend when I am under the influence of THC. I am slowly beginning to realize how much of a curse smoking weed is. 

I had a good night last night, don’t get me wrong, but when it jeopardises your abilities to function like a normal homo sapien it’s definitely not good for you. I had a couple of girls round that I used to live with during my year at university, they are really cool, we all have a laugh. The pair of them love the instruments I have, they said that it is like going into a child’s room, with all the things to play with and stuff.

I have a guitar, mandolin, a cajon box drum, a glockenspiel and a couple of harmonicas. They are the things that I live for… I was telling Rachael (one of the lasses)  how the guitar can take me to a place where no one can touch me, the music takes me away, I lose track of time and I could just sit and play forever. When I picked it up it happened, she was trying to talk to me and I was gone, away with the musical notation and flow of the whole thing. I shut my eyes and that was it, I was in a land of the semi-conscious. 

Went to the Job Centre this morning, what a fucking place, it is full of the scum of the Earth. I hate it, the people that are in there just have a look about them. A look of pure laziness and corruption. The woman that was asking me what type of job I wanted and stuff was gorgeous!! I mean really really hot. She said to me that it was a breath of fresh air to see someone so positive around. I mean my CV is pretty fucking awesome, I have to say that I do look good on paper, I’m not big headed or anything but it does look good. The fact that she picked up on it must say something. There was definitely a little flirting going on, she had the head tilt and every time she stood up she would adjust herself while looking at me, it was amazing.

So here I am now, in the Lambton Worm in Sunderland town, sat in the sun while writing this blog. I am enjoying these little venting sessions that I am having, it really is helping me get to grips with what life is actually about, getting out and about meeting people. I mean since being in here for an hour I have spoke to 3 or 4 people about nothingness really, it’s great. There is nothing like making new friends and meeting people and adding them into your memory. 

I am waiting for the girls that I was with yesterday and my other friend Jamie, who is wanting to write a new youtube channel. He wants us to sit and bounce a few ideas off me and write a few new sketches to get recorded and put up. I am quite excited for it really, I mean, it has been aages since I have done anything properly creative; acting or done some proper writing. I have started to write a couple of things a couple of weeks ago, i wrote a few pages of what I thought was going to be a memoir of life or a novel I haven’t decided yet but it quickly gets forgotten about, I need to start and finish a project, this is my downfall, I start something that has potential to take me places but I just forget about it and let it slip. 

But that’s enough from me today, I could sit and write for hours about me and what I am doing but I am going to go have a look on faceook and twitter and see what is happening in the cyber world. Peace out and remember… Feed the kids 

It’s been a while tumblr. It always seems to come to this, me coming every now and again. Well here it is, this is now, I will see you at again :)

Hi there, so here it yet another blog that probs not many people will read at all. but hey ho… this seems to be a good place to write anything that comes to mind. I should come on here more often i think.

Its good to have a good rant about nothing sometimes. I went on this thing the other day that I saw on here called “the quiet place”… watched it and thoroughly enjoyed it. It wasnt anything totally out of this world but yet calming and soothing. it really relaxed me and got me thinking about nothing.

Uni is going well, it started a bit rocky but I seem to be getting into the swing of things. I have done an essay on gossip and how it has evolved over time and the who the what the where and the why. At the moment I am doing a statistical report on first impressions.

It was in experiment that I should have taken part in but me being me didn’t go to the given lecture/workshop and when I then got told to write it up I did not have a clue what I was supposed to… No one to blame i guess, getting it done now though, slowly but surely.

Nothing much more to put now, so I guess I will log off and go to bed… Cya :)

Today i found really interesting. We were doing a brainstorm about how we can be who we want to be online and change our attitudes or appearances.

The fact that we DO have a very different life here on the internet really got me thinking about how much i actually use it and how, myself is portrayed.

I wouldn’t exactly call myself in introvert, that’s the last word i would use to describe myself… but i do use the internet as an escape from the real world, as do many people. The fact that we don’t have to actually deal with people to be able to interact with them and sometimes not care if you offend them or so on can be nice.

Take tumblr for example, I use tumblr for mainly re-blogging about what other people have blogged and pictures that I would want to take myself but if people were to see them and not know that is was my profile i can imagine that they wouldn’t think it was me posting them.

The variety of people that you can meet is awesome, from so many different cultures and backgrounds… I just love to think that there is someone out there reading this post and possibly taking a little something from it. I can’t imagine there will be coz I only have like 40 followers lol. 

Well any hoo, I must go and check my girlfriends bank coz we are getting a cheeky takeaway before i go to work tonight. 

Peace out tumblr :)

Hey guys, how we all doin today?

I have just got into uni and waiting for my mum to come and sort me out so I can crack on with this coding I have to do so I thought I would post a quick tumblr thing :).

Anything nice planned for today, I can see me been here for a little while to be honest, got a good few videos to code. It is awesome weather today in zurich, I would love to be going to the lake and getting a few beers in and chill the eff out.

I have been in a pretty good mood all day but just before I came here I proper got the urge to have a cig. I didn’t have no decent moneys, so I had to raid me bloody copper jar which stressed me out to death, having to count out these shitty pennies, then they wouldnt co-operate with me putting them back in my tub, fucking things.

I got my fags, had two and now I feel okay again… phew lol. I’ve had a pretty good, productive day today. I got caught up on all my washing, I did my mums washing for her. I ate some food (but I am hungry again :/), had a nice cold shower to refresh myself and then headed here.

I got some awesome new music to tell you guys about, but I will do that a bit later when I get home so I don’t get any of their names wrong and stuff but they are wicked. I am currently sat listening to Ellie Goulding, what a legend.

Anyhow, I will wrap it up for now, hope you all have a good day and catch plenty of the rays that the sun seems to be sending our way.

Take it easy and don’t do anything i wouldn’t do*

Peace out :)

Hey, How is everyone?

I am feeling a little melancholy today. I don’t particularly know why to be honest. I was in a foul mood yesterday, I may have cracked one or two smiles but nothing compared to my usual happy self.

I don’t know whether it is the fact that Uni is creeping up very fast and I am getting nervous or it is just one of those hormonal stages that we all just love to go through every now and again. 

My day hasn’t been bad, I mean, work was fine. Just an average day to be honest, one of the kids was sick and latched onto me for the day (not that it bothers me because he is my favorite), everyone at work got told today that I was leaving come September. All the parents will be told via email tomorrow. 

*Sighs* I don’t know what is up with me. I don’t know whether to cry or just crawl into a hole and hibernate until this feeling passes. I know women love to have a good cry, I wonder if the same applies for men as well?

I tried watching Lie to Me (Which is officially the BEST programme on tele!) to cheer me up a little, I must say, Tim Roth and his sarcastic manor in lie to me is amazing and managed to cheer me up for a little while. Damn hormones… Jees I sound pregnant ha ha.

Currently sat listening to Newton Faulkner! What a musician! Very very good with a guitar. My favorite song by him is either “People should smile more” or “Uncomfortably Slow.” I am also tired, I usually have a little nap when I get in from work but I refrained today because I wanted to see if not going to sleep let me get to sleep later with more ease.

I hate not being able to sleep, proper does my head in. I will be sat for hours, just staring at the ceiling thinking “The last time I looked at the clock it was 12.30am, that was at least 2 hours ago and I am up and 5.50am to go to work.” Eventually I drift off but not after a very long battle with myself, my quilt and the bloody sofa.

This happens a good 4 days a week that I cannot sleep. When I get over to sleep, it’s fine… It’s just the initial switching off that takes forever!

I think my rant is over for today and I am going to bed now.

So all the best people

Peace out :)